Here is my latest watercolor all finished!!! *Trying to see the positive when all is lost, without loss all those seeds will never travel to become wishes fufilled.
You may purchase giclee prints of this watercolor here
My latest oil painting entitled, "A Beautiful Poison" oil and egg tempera on masonite, approx. (16"x20"). This piece was inspired by a sad personal event in my life some years ago, and the image of a sleeping bird, half dead/asleep came up and then I eventually combined it with the poppies, which are symbolic of sleep/death....as they languish there, there is the realization that everyone can become a slave to their poison, which can be anything in life-drugs.sex.power.food.money.,etc...it is so alluring that it is so easy to become blissfully unaware of the true state of your addiction.
Health is such a delicate thing. Once taken away can leave you completely blindsided at such little privileges you had taken for granted. Like being able to see clearly and function. The virus that had taken over my eye had left me in pain all day and rendered everything in a cloudy haze. Then it spread to the other eye. I looked in the mirror. I looked into my eyes. I felt like a zombified shell of myself. My eyes were completely red and the side of my head had swelled up. My lymph node engorged golf ball size making it difficult to chew on that side of my mouth. I had never been so scared and helpless; I downward spiraled into gloomy agitation. I couldn’t go anywhere, couldn’t really do anything that require too much eye strain, it was too painful and exhausting. Like a prison, inside myself. I finally stopped struggling and surrendered to heal on my body’s own time. Wandering in my labyrinth…What demons lay there undiscovered? ...
Here are some pictures from a small scale painting I am creating, done in the mische technique.From sketch to finish! "Exiguus Ovum" oil/egg tempera on Masonite Dimensions: 3" x 3" 06/2015 "Exiguus Ovum" is a journalistic piece that tries to capture what I was experiencing during a traumatic time in my life due to anxieties and fears stemming from an upcoming transition. It left me kind of stripped bare to the bone-the very foundation of my being, which is why the figure is a skeleton. Standing in the midst of an uncertain terrain with bloodshot eyes heavily watching over, the figure presents the golden egg; a treasure found on this treacherous solitary journey symbolizing genuine attainment of knowledge of the true inner Self.
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